Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Finding my rhythm

First it begins inside your heart.
Something moves.
Then opens.
Then frees itself.
And now you feel a rhythm breaking its long silence.
This is going to be good.

Sometimes I have a hard time putting into words the feelings that are dancing in my heart. Right now is one of those times. I feel so incredibly grateful for my life and for the wonderful things that are a part of it. I feel thankful for my journey and for the pieces of me that I feel coming to life. I do feel a bit as though I'm finding a rhythm I've longed for and somehow it's coming together. I feel freer to be myself. I find myself opening up...blooming.

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A couple of weekends ago I had the amazing opportunity to have a mentoring session with one of my all-time favorite photographers, Deb Schwedhelm. I've followed her work and blog online for about 2 1/2 years and was thrilled when she decided to mentor. I've always been drawn to how soulful her art is. I've also been inspired by her kindness and giving in life.

It was a really wonderful experience. In addition to having a true, raw talent in photography, Deb is a natural teacher and such a lovely person. She was completely open about everything I wanted to learn and everything we talked about. I learned so much from her as a photographer and as a person. She opened my eyes up to a lot and I'm excited about the direction I am now taking with my photography. I really can't say enough good about her.

I don't know why I continue to be surprised at how my journey of self parallels my journey in photography. But in some crazy way it's all tied together. I keep finding that when I grow as a person, I grow as a photographer. I guess I feel like I'm coming to life in several ways.

Yeah, this is going to be good.

3 comments:

debsphotographs said...

you're so sweet, my dear friend. i'm so happy that you enjoyed everything--that together, we learned and grew.

and yes, so much of who we are as photographers stems from who we are as people. the great thing is that this journey never has to end, if we don't want it to. but you already know that.

xo,
deb

amy m said...

I think it's so brilliant that what we love the most in life teaches us the greatest lessons.

Glad you were able to meet her. She is wonderful and I remember shooting that little girl myself.

Why didn't you tell me went to CA to shoot with Deb?

bryn said...

i couldn't be more impressed with your talent. good for you! miss you guys.